When I write your name on the sand
The waves will wash it away
When I write your name in the air
The wind will blow it away
When I write your name in my heart,
that the way it will stay forever...

My hope slips away, and I know 
I cant stay
Well times have changed as people do
Been so long since I found out what I have got
But I have to standing there those days
Tired to avoid flooding back
Along with the scratches and the stains
and taste that bitter of pain.
An enemy gained
What now, what now
Gonna to be survive
Dont tell me this what loves is for
When humour hides the knife
That cuts deep inside
When u get it to burn
You all be the last to learn

Angel
Angel
Look at this
Sometime things can goes crazy here on the earth
But that's no reason to go run and hide
I havent heard from whom I hoping for lately
The days and nights just keep on passing on.

Angel
Angel
Take me
 Its time
To face it on this world
Take my pain go away

Angel
 Angel 
Hear what 
 my little prayer
I'm looking for
A mircale.

Hey everyone...

I just got up and still pretty tired heh beacause i went to Sublime with few friends.. We all dance till dawn and got home here at 6am..

Anyhow.. for whiles ago, I have been stayed home and lookin for job kicked my ass off. My application with Staffing has successful. That was about time for a long long time!!!! Last w ent to training and guilding, there was about 20 peoples there and it was great to meet them as a team work. That's in a way to getting know each other and Staffing will call us for a Causal job. *hopefully that will be not too long to be waiting*
I'm glad that I made it and still looking for second jobs so as least I want to do something busy and look forward to be happy. 
For last few weeks from apart looking for job... I have been hard time and cope with my lifestyle this year but I'm happy today beacause I looked at the back and see how was horrible that has happened to me. 
So I went to the gym, see friends alot lately, bummer around, and write down here to make me to get out of my chest. Oh again went to clubbing and clubbing again ;)

Hmmz I think i havent write down about what happened in Tasmania? hmmz anyway.. Here for last 2 months ago *try to remember when* hehe..
Eddie, Arttu, Jay and i Went to there for the few days, down there that was the amazing happened to see something different from Sydney, Melboure and brisbane. Tasmania is very beautiful place to be relax.. there is too many to describe how it look so beautiful!!! Went to Mt. wellington, Stanety, Oakland , Port Arthur, Launceston and many different place that we all travel all around in Tasmania!. We drove, chatting, Laughing, muck around, eating and sleeping all the way back to Hobart by the hire car. This car is shit but cheap hire it though. we all wanted to stay there longer because four days is not that enough to look around :( 

The lifeslyte that what i looked at the back and yea.. It was pretty good life and challenge...

Pinky Punk'di

Hi Tblog reader!

Here its been a while that I have been looking for job. It was okay but that getting me really shit out of it! I went so crazy and I couldnt stay home and sitting doing looking for job.. that was been since 2 months! argh pretty really pissed me off! The moment I have been took time myself away from this internet... I walked around in the city to clear my mind off, had met up some friends and went to the gym.. I'm going to the gym more lately that I need to be fitness because havent put up since the deaflypmic. I feel better and it was great to see my best buddy Ida last week that she came to visited here from Melbourne.. We used to be usually go to the gym.  We have been so much to catch up to talking about our stuff hehe.

Today I walk around at tafe and had bought track pant and a jacket for the gym then walking around in the city and the park.Went to tafe library to check email and find job as well. Then went met up with Aparna at the cafe to catch up and then went back home.. I realise the net is not working..so i had to lay down on the bed to thinking and light slept for a bit then met Aparna again... went to tafe again.. Met another friend too hehe. Really there is nothing exciting hehe. 
All I need find a job and earn money to save up for going to overseas!!

May God bless Pope II in Rest in Peace

Pinky Punk'di

Well, last blog was written up since on end of Novemeber, 
Whoa what I can say.... there is plenty to say about but I dont know where to start. hehe
Um.. I'll start to think from in my head and my heart, so I can type here by the flow. From being I'll say what had happened that everything  ;include my 22nd birthday,my holiday at the deaflympic,Family,my friends and my boyfriend Jay.

I had a small party for my 22nd Birthday and it was held at Paddy's Irsh pub on the corner of George St and Market st in the city.. I did had really good time and was great to see all my friends! That night I was pretty happy and got pissed head hehe!!! By now I'm getting older and older!
That's unbeleiveable because the life go too fast! How do you imaging when u wake up one day that you will be 90 years old!! I do rememeber by a bit what had happened and most time is we talking, drinking and Dance...

The xmas party was pretty good but I put on my weight! Oh shit that was so freak out of me! That was unexpect how much I eat and put on shit load of my weight!!! But during after the deaflympic. I started to lose few kg's and eat less amount of food than befor e. 

Oh yea! Massive story is too plenty to tell you about the Deaflympic at Melbourne! It was on the 20th of Jan till end of deaflymp ic on the 16th of January 2005. This moment was the best ever I have been on holiday with deaf mates and met heaps of  deaf ppl from all universal. I'll never forget the best moment for rest of life! From what I love that I have learnt from their experienced being traveller and their life style... 
The deaf international nightclub at QBH was an excellent time and it was my first time been go to deaf nightclub... Athought I didnt dance as much because I normally go to clubbing and dance all night till dawn. I was pretty drunk and talking to friends then bummer around there. The last time I still remember the most things that what has happened all the way and finished at the end. 
The best things ever i have been on was drove with jay all the way to Melbourne with others deaf ppl. The best thing happened all of us was the game called MAZE at near Jinbyance hehe... On that day it was pretty hot!! Afterwarde we all stayed at Canberra one night then drove down to Lake Enterance stay there one night.. went straight to Phillip Island, went to see koala zoo but not much because it was rainy really bad.. I got too much wet all over me!!! So we all drove to Melbou rne. 
When the deaflympic finished everyone&nb sp;went home and there is few deaf people around... Jay, Eddie,and i also finland mates we stay for few days. Jay and i went back to Phillip Island and been look around there. It was beautiful :o)   

Anyhow that's enough about the deaflympic.. I got home and my parents and two brothers JP and Louis wasnt there because they were in Phillippines and Malaysia for holiday. Daryl and I were at home along and we have done  clean, cook and wash etc... 
My parents and kids got home last monday and they seem different.. mum got lose weight and my daddy put weight on hehe.. Kids seem thinner and very white skin!!! But they seem prett y had great time in their holiday for long time...

Here the moment I'm looking for Job as perment.. That was soo pissed me off because it take forever!! Apart while i looking for job, i was walkin around in the city and had things to do shit. Hehe 
It was pretty dull but relax.. but I want to do something and earn money! 

Last Saturday, went to Funeral for Sami Sole from Finland who died at Byron Bay.. it was pretty too much in that morning.. I see everyone been there to support and it was beautiful because everyone and I wore in blue for him...I did speech for him that pretty emotion for me beacause I met him and he seem that he knew or something.. He made me come back and get to know about him... He is really Mysetery but lovely guy.
Later in the afternoon, went to darren and Briana's farewell party. that was great to see everyone there. It was really last time for my friends who been together for very long time. It was such pretty sad and realised when Andrew, Sokong, Adrian and I have been talking about our old time... So that's only Andrew, sokong and me is only left in around syd.. But we are all happy for them and we are always friends for rest of our lives...

Oh well, my personal life wasn't really good lately and been changed over time by a bit. I overcame my challenge and g ot to figure it out all the time... I gonna to do take flow and live with it...

That's all I have been thinking hehe.. I'll keep update with you all guys.. 

Pinky Punk'di

:D Hey Guys!!!

Geez!!! I just finished type up about time of my life but its been fucked up!!! GRRR!

Oh well never mind, let me type up again *roll eyes* hehe  By the way Oh yea Do you miss me eh?!?! haha Its been long long time no type up here on this awsome TBLOG.. It was since on around winter time I think...

Here its on the 5th of November 2005, spring season! ;) I'm glad that i'm almost finish my course during in few weeks to go! That's which will be finish just the day before my bday.. whoo hoo.. Let's hard party animal ;) ;)
I cant beleive the life to be max been great lately... there is few down when i'm getting shit hehe about everything what i have got shit.. hehe

There is so much what i'm going to say is Life is not simple because you can see the real world that u have got to accpet and be patient.. I see there is alot of stressful with all the stuff that i have been throught all the pain and stress...but I always put myself having faith..

Argh! Its 12:48am! gonna jump into bed and will have to getting up in the early morning..

sweet dreams
xoxo

Pinky Punk'di as always ;)

Even thought when you are not here
I miss you like crazy
Every seconds
Every Minutes
Every Hours
Every day and forever..
See that life has to be meant
You have so much meant to me
As its wonderful
I miss you as always darling!!